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Sploder
« on: April 10, 2019, 06:39 pm »
hey. i'm not good with words and im halfway through an all nighter so this will probably end up sounding odd. but im still determined to write this so here we go.



I'm Sotarnicus. Most of you already know that, through negative or positive knowledge. I'm a mixed bag type of guy. I try to be funny but always fail and keep trying. Nobody ever actually laughs, though, which I now realize in a half-drunk state with 3 hours of sleep in the last 72 hours. Most of my jokes are just plain stupid and I honestly should have never posted. I ended up, through these stupid actions, causing some of the best people I've ever met start to realize how horrible of a person I am. I'm sorry. I have ruined my own personal experience in many discord servers, Sploder being one of them. The people on here are some of the most genuinely funny, nice, friendly, and handsome humans on earth. I'm not worthy to be a part of such a wonderful community. I've been given chance after chance after chance to prove I'm going to change but I never followed through with my empty promises and worthless words. I try. I genuinely try to change for the better but life keeps holding me down. Like, the whole way down. Straight to thebottom. I never seem to end up as an improved person because I'm too busy dealing with other tough splode. I know I'm a horrible person and I should probably not even be here today. I just want to feel included in something that I'm passionate about. I'm different, yeah. I don't know how this whole socialising thing works either. I'm just a dumbass on the internet who wants to be known, but not for what I'm known for. I don't want to be known for the act. I don't want to be known for harassing members, nor does anyone. But most of all: I just wanted friends. Friends who have the same interests as me. Friends who enjoy my company. Real friends. I want to be apart of this community so badly. As far as I know, most don't want me. I should follow the majority. Sploder is the best thing - in truth - that has ever happened to me. I've made so many friends, so many iconic memories, so many friends. I just want to be funny and make people happy, and I can't even do that. I'm so bad at the only thing I can actually do and I feel splodety. Not only for attempting to be funny but for the people I hurt along the way. Cookies in particular: I really don't want to talk about this as even thinking about it adds to the tear fest happening right now. I just want you to know that you've inspired me along the way and have helped me become a better person. I shouldn't have said anything to you and I am so sorry. My life was in shambles then and is probably worse now but I am still so very sorry. I just want to say that to anyone else I've hurt in my stupid jokes: I am so sincerely sorry. I never meant for anything to be about you. Sploder was and still will be a very big part of my life and I need to get this off of my chest. I need you all to know how much you all meant to me over the years. I love each and every one of you lovely individuals. Please, party on. This legendary community is my idol.






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Re: Sploder
« Reply #1 on: April 11, 2019, 09:48 am »
Sounds to me like you're more angry at yourself than Sploder. Change the title.
 

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Re: Sploder
« Reply #2 on: April 12, 2019, 12:49 am »
Sounds to me like you're more angry at yourself than Sploder. Change the title.

not really helping but this was to be addressed to sploder




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Re: Sploder
« Reply #3 on: April 12, 2019, 09:21 am »
bump




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Re: Sploder
« Reply #4 on: April 12, 2019, 05:43 pm »
Stop acting like a victim, you're just a bored troll.
takes one to know one

 

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Re: Sploder
« Reply #5 on: April 12, 2019, 05:46 pm »
Freefallsonic, I told you this before on the Discord server and ultimately got banned for it...
but nobody really cares about your apology because you clearly didn't change. Stop acting like a victim, you're just a bored troll.

Okay dude now you're seriously pissing me off.

I wasn't given 2 seconds to splodeing change before you told me to splode off and that nobody gives a splode.

STOP ACTING LIKE I'M THE VICTIM? HAVE I BEEN ACTING?

And yeah you call me a troll yet you're the one who constantly digs for reactions in people

You are manipulating the subject completely and spouting blatant lies.




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Re: Sploder
« Reply #6 on: April 12, 2019, 05:59 pm »
Deleted my original post because it's just giving you more publicity. Which I assume you want.
 

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Re: Sploder
« Reply #7 on: April 12, 2019, 07:34 pm »
Deleted my original post because it's just giving you more publicity. Which I assume you want.

Wait, let me fix this quote

Deleted my original post because it's just making me look bad. I have a very fragile ego.

Done




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Re: Sploder
« Reply #8 on: April 12, 2019, 07:37 pm »
 8)
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Re: Sploder
« Reply #9 on: April 13, 2019, 07:44 am »
Wait, let me fix this quote

Done

not doing yourself any favours here arent you
I hate little white punks who mess with me, kids like proxy obliterate the forums.