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My mental instability
« on: January 12, 2019, 01:42 pm »
I try so hard to fit in with the world after everything I've done but it's not working. I can't get a job, I can't find friends, and I'm still a laughing stock who can't be trusted. I'm starting to recover and find who I really am and I just can't seem to shake off my past. Why is it so hard to enjoy anything anymore...


I wish I could start everything over...

When I eventually succeed in killing myself or whatever is anyone even gonna mourn

Why am I asking these questions am I just an attention whore




I'm sorry I just need to put this in writing..
 

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Re: My mental instability
« Reply #1 on: January 12, 2019, 01:45 pm »
I try so hard to fit in with the world after everything I've done but it's not working. I can't get a job, I can't find friends, and I'm still a laughing stock who can't be trusted. I'm starting to recover and find who I really am and I just can't seem to shake off my past. Why is it so hard to enjoy anything anymore...


I wish I could start everything over...

When I eventually succeed in killing myself or whatever is anyone even gonna mourn

Why am I asking these questions am I just an attention whore




I'm sorry I just need to put this in writing..
Don't kill yourself...
 

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Re: My mental instability
« Reply #2 on: January 12, 2019, 09:21 pm »
If you swear to kill yourself everyone in the community will eat lawnmowers in protest
Nobody wants a lawnmower down their throat and nobody wants an unhappy member
I don't know you in real life but I respect you here even though we've only communicated through 2 reviewer messages

 

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Re: My mental instability
« Reply #3 on: January 13, 2019, 10:19 pm »
I always look myself in the mirror and try to tell myself that I'm beautiful and that I matter, and then five minutes later I go back to hating myself. Is there any way to escape this?
 

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Re: My mental instability
« Reply #4 on: January 13, 2019, 10:36 pm »
The people who look beautiful are just the people who are covered up with constant wastes of money
The people who aren't incomprehensibly beautiful are the people who are capable of being themselves
You are capable