The lines I wish to brush aside
It creeps to me but I compromise
Yet no matter how much I apologize
I still contemplate suicide
My mind is gone, its the thoughts that drive
A broken heart sent here to die
Young enough for them to be horrified
Nothing I say can be certified
I'm lost to a world with no lies
No real chance to unify
I'm by myself, it wasn't ever you and I
Why can't the pain just go away
I look to everyone like a protege
But my welcome has been overstayed
I look around only to discover yesterday
There isn't anything helpful that I could say
Its my actions I play, but my mind is a maze
I'm lost in my own thoughts
The demons have spoken
You can't save me now
Baby, its the emotions
I came for success and I came for love
I'm pushed off to look down the barrel of a gun
When I say my final goodbye, don't spit on my grave
But don't act like my life was ever okay
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