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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #30 on: June 26, 2013, 01:30 am »
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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #31 on: June 26, 2013, 01:33 am »
STOP SMITING ME GOOD GOD xD
 

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #32 on: June 26, 2013, 01:35 am »
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lol I open myself to strangers and I get ignored

so much for dealing with my problems ima just play minecraft =P
 

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #33 on: June 26, 2013, 01:36 am »
Bye. Yes, he's gone. Nvm. Jk joking
 

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #34 on: June 26, 2013, 01:36 am »
I always feel horrible about myself because of the way I hurt everybody.


About a year ago, I dated one of my best friends named Briana. The first couple of weeks everything went fine and dandy, then on the 4th week she broke up with me. About a week laterm I heard around school that I abused briana. I realized I ruffhoused, but I never meant to hurt her. Ever since then we haven't really talked, and I've felt horrible about it.
I always get told by my "friends" and other people that I'm an splode because I'm too ruff with everybody. I admit I am, but I always feel horrible about hurting somebody when I realize I am. I mean, I had a knife pulled on me by my best friend (although that was seriously a bad idea because I kicked his ass (lightly, I didn't wanna break anything) for that because he was threatining my life, and I didn't feel bad because I think that's one time I wasn't totally wrong on that). And I have anger issues, I punched through my window, I get pissed at little things, and I just just don't fell happy most of the time. I don't want to be strong and tall anymore, I wanna be weak and short so I stop hurting people. The only excuse I can give is that my older brother abused me up to 12, which was only one year ago. He stopped and is making it up to me (even though I already forgave him).

Can anybody help me control my power and anger issues?
I've had anger issues my entire life. I stabbed one of my friends in the arm in the 6th grade because he was making fun of me, and am always trying to get into fights because of nothing. To be honest, when you start to get mad at someone you just have to stop and tell yourself that it doesn't matter. It just doesn't splodeing matter, walk away. Rage is the outcome of not thinking, just analyze situations more, you won't find yourself being as rough.

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #35 on: June 26, 2013, 01:37 am »
I cried.
How strict this forum is.
Everyday as a mother, I see how spolit kids has become.
Rotten vegetables.
Pure rotten.
How..
this is Madness.
Purely, foul work.
 

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #36 on: June 26, 2013, 01:39 am »
STOP SMITING -____-
 

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #37 on: June 26, 2013, 01:47 am »
QWERT STAWP
 

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #38 on: June 26, 2013, 01:50 am »
wtf did I do
 

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Re: Insecurities.
« Reply #39 on: June 26, 2013, 07:58 am »
You know what you did.