I'm SO Angry with myself!

[Prince FFK]

First a haiku:
I always start stuff
It's always bad things no goods
I guess I should change

Next, a sentence of what's going on:
I always start fights with my friends.

Then, here's why:
On the MS, you can see a came called "Sorry Watercold." Can you guess what it's about? Nevermind, don't stress your brain. It was me who thought she didn't like me anymore because she never talked to me. It was me who started that.

On the forums, last month, I got frustrated with Tbremise. I thought he didn't like me because he never answered me. He was just busy, nothing to do with me.

Irl, I got angry at my best friend. She was in a different class, and she never talked to me. I thought she didn't like me, because of that.

Now, here, I am angry at Chim and I just want it to stop! I'm angry with myself because I'm always put into this mess because of my THOUGHTS, it's always me. I've already made her sad. I came close to ruining her life (but luckily, I was warned just in time), does this make me a bad person? I always get in fights with my VERY BEST FRIENDS, and I let my thoughts get in the way.

I was thinking about leaving last night, but I'm not. I'm gonna change, I hope, put this in the quote keeper, so if I turn worse, I'll have that to look at.


Time to tell Chim I'm sorry. :| Because of my stupid thoughts.


Sorry to get this in your way, y'all, but... it's just to alarm you if I get mad at you. Then you can hold this topic against me.

[Poke579]

Oh for splodes, sake, deal with it. If you do splode, and feel it is right, dont apoligise. If you get angry, be angry, Stop being a pendulem of lies!

[Prince FFK]

Oh for splodes, sake, deal with it. If you do splode, and feel it is right, dont apoligise. If you get angry, be angry, Stop being a pendulem of lies!

I didn't understand that. :|
How the heck do I deal with my thoughts? They are me. But they suck.

[mshaafay]

We go back
This is the moment
Tonight is the night
We'll fight till its over.
We put our hands up like the cieling can't hold us...
like the cieling cant hold us.

lol

[Prince FFK]

Okay...

[Transcendent]

I understand you. I get angry with most people, but not usually for them not talking to me. I understand they're busy, and I have the same problems in my life, so I guess I'm kinda in their shoes. But that shouldn't make you angry with yourself.

[King Jeremy the Wicked]

[Prince FFK]

I understand you. I get angry with most people, but not usually for them not talking to me. I understand they're busy, and I have the same problems in my life, so I guess I'm kinda in their shoes. But that shouldn't make you angry with yourself.

I'm angry at myself because I always start it. It's always me.

Tookewl wannabe much?

[King Jeremy the Wicked]

I'm angry at myself because I always start it. It's always me.Tookewl wannabe much?

This is what's making you lose friends and get angry at yourself.

[Prince FFK]

This is what's making you lose friends and get angry at yourself.

[alexmd]

Tookewl wannabe much?

[Prince FFK]

Tookewl wannabe much?

Sure. Whatever you say.

[Transcendent]

We all wanna be tookewl wannabes. He can get away with whatever he wants.

[alexmd]

We all wanna be tookewl wannabes. He can get away with whatever he wants.

Peanut tried
But he failed.
Hats off, gentlemen.

[Transcendent]

Peanut tried
But he failed.
Hats off, gentlemen.

So did charriswag. He got banned.

[marvelwilliam]

To be honest I fully understand you. Everything I do I always end up regretting. I hate myself really. I kind of wish I could go back a year and just fix everything. But honestly its good to let people know. If you feel you've hurt somebody tell them you're sorry. Don't ever feel alone though. Lots of people feel the same way, Just don't want to admit it. I've been like this for years, I just didn't notice until Holly left me. Then I realised how much I splode things up. Don't worry. Everybody does things they don't agree with, they just don't notice until it has a consequence.

[Prince FFK]

I don't like looking here. *lock*